workout ♥

checked in - kaki gym , makhota .

uh uhhh piece of bread and noodles 
couldn't finish and wasted [ops] soray 



okayyy . 

mummy say she wanted to defecate wo wahahahhaha 
and i purposely rushed to the toilet xp 
not long later , puiyin reached . 
come near for what ? wanna smell ? [fist]
scared me the moment i open the door bahbahhhh



love to do my piano theory infront of you leh hehhhh
purpose to buy an eraser , 
roadblind couldn't see the stationery shop just right infront of the eye 
went for about 4 fitness center to check it out and at last hoho 
birdbird smelly xxx



after exercising , thirsty till sot d 
decided to buy cut fruit but was no where seen
hahhaha , i really know where deeeeee >
after a long journey ;
finally get to the fruit stall - gratitude to passer by 



omggggg so cold d watermelon so sweet d papaya ♪♫♥♪♫
kpy cn recognize the road so well ohhhh 
but i also know how to walk to paparich liao :b

after dinner together cooked by mummy, 
went to bread&olive , Poonkei , fruit stall to buy ->>>



♪♫♥♪♫ aw so sweet of us isnt it [laughlaugh] hahahha
so warm ♥ mummy's favourite 鸡蛋茶 & jie's 芒果西米露 890
that tinycute chese awwww , sonice sosoft 
although py at first doesn't allow me to buy hahahahha cs its rm4 so expoexpo
yam bread that really looks tempting ♥ daebak sweetness of papaya u won't know
and 3 piece of chocolate , oreo cheese and greentea cakes 1290 ♥

 
 
 
 

    

那温馨的感觉 ♥
luckily the tiny rm4 was realll nice and worth lu hahahha ♥
tho small but 4 also get to try ; u seeeee so sweet mah wahahahahahha xp ♥

was such a mouthwatering desert time hohoho 
that 100% lovely kidpupuu wanted to treat my moma and jieee 
so siiiweet of you xoxo but
nexttime only u treat mummy when u work lah yo babeh ♥ :*
cannot forget 3 of us fiveva kay [lipslips]





wonderful day with you , mii & jie ohh ♥
miss u already too sia jing xuean [ hi hi ] hahaha [ mua ]

初介慈少圆缘

today morning after exercise 
bathe 
jie tie braid . 
then we proceed to makhota .
11.06 opsie late 6 minutes der 
bringing the hersheys everywhere ; worrying it melts gashgash 
too bad zhengqi dad reach at 12.30 
hrmhrmm . im not lateeeee 

 

ohya ! the moment when i was sitting infront of the mirror waiting my hair to be tied 
phone suddenly rings ; so fortunate that my phone is infront of me i saw incoming calls
cause i just silent it 
woah , freaks me out when i saw its from ' unknown♥ '
but it was quite weird that i actually pick up the phone without feeling nervous 
hahahahha , his sound wasn't as childish as real life 
really phone better d leh o.o
real life so chuannnnnnn BAHBAH 
luckily u made to come or not my hersheysss [sighsigh]

really really look like suho [surprise]

 

aw exo ♥♥

bought a whole pack of strawberry sweet to overcome the taste of medicine 
a whole pack whole whole pack 

hahahahha was actually hesitating strawberry or grape or guavaaaaa

reached and went to 书轩 to buy something for exchange pressie later 
since 师姑 say present should be below 15rm
bought the Jingsi's aphorism at 14rm
hmph that xinruuuuu , doesnt want to buy and get a keychain from eling [badbad]

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17 美美的号码 ♥ 林艾琳 - 交换礼物

planned to give everything to zhihao first d but omg so many ppl there [embarassed]
ohhh gave infront of ngchili & whathisname ah ? er the shazai [laugh]
hahahahhaha . sorry idk name . ><

then 接待组 with yanyan的妈咪 & peijuin & a guy 
the guy 慈少 v genggg in his position haha 
but when his friends came to me to know tingyeelee ehemmmmm ...

 

that guyyyyyy that girlllll ,,, kay luu , pretty [loved] ♪♫♥♪♫

first time being so familiar with zhihao wowow
accompanied him to buy souvenir , 
choose like thousand years and finally x buy [bahbah]

in 感恩堂 ,, met idk whatname the 音控 lolllllll 
avoid having eye contact with me - 偷笑 waa
funny 
kaylo ; give wrong information nono , u get wrong la mingxiannn >

not the most infront in the hall ahhhhhhhhhh
awkward standing infront of everyone to guide them out of the hall [hahaha]



talked to ngchili todayy aw
actually idk the real name uhmm 
but was at first embarrass no one pay heed to notice me hehhhhhh 

school uniform was real niceeee 

before going back ,
we celebrated 'jingwei'爸爸 and 'sumei'妈妈 birthday 
ngchili n 音控 also thr together [wowow]
i received present frm the who ahhhhh > mine to yongxian hehe



圆缘蛋糕♥



 

生日祝福

 

junx的半个身影 [woahwoah]

wa got so obtuse ma [brrrrrrr]
obviously based from ur twitter quotes and intsagram der ahh 
and is really dk stalk ur picture to know hersheys mahh aiksik pshhhh 
bring somemore let u ngam throw u down the hall [fist] >
kayla don't too nervous . follow my direction ahahaha , 

  

woahhh and today is 7y miss me day [wahwahwah] HAHAHA 

veenee's burial

反复想了很久后 最后还是决定要去
因为妈咪说这是对朋友的尊敬 [letdown]
整身黑黑黑黑黑　
rip veenee ,
its really a bad news to hear from a long last friend . 
i didn't know what you had gone through 
it's really heartbreaking 
i miss you , 
how are you ?
how do u do recently ?
why didn't i pay heed when i saw eugen posting pictures with you when your leg were bandaged
i hope you freed yourself . 
i believed everyone wanted you to live well in your pastlife .
do keep the sweet memories with your family and friends 
here i send you the deepest condolences . rest in peace vee nee ..

7.11.2014

finally done with shirts and pants 
ate a piece of almond bread as breakfast 
went along with mummy , strawberry biaojie and kathy 
uh . today qiyuen was really kind 
he woke with his set alarm to accompany me as i'm very nervous 
as we arrived at 孝恩缘 
we both went down first to get in asap 
so kathy was really good in direction 
met eugen at the doorside once i opened the door 
he's so nice to lead us the way and greeted
hold kathy's hand real tight that i closed my eyes walking around the coffin 
really afraid i didn't expect for these things to happen 
but kathy said it hurts her arm [ feeling sorry ]
met a lot of suria school mates
kentjun was the same like when i met him at the tuition centre few months ago 
ah . i saw ms tan . 
desmond was still the same , he's nice 
yihxian got slimmer , but we didn't get to wave anyway .
yiwei and kityi was really depressed . 
uhm , they didn't pay heed . 
but it was strange that they were no longer with joy and hope 
qiwei was the same as before 
pheyfaye omygod , i forgot her name . isit like that ?
pheyface was friendly and hugged us saying hi . 
esther cried . so tall . 
i saw benjamin . 

what happen for the few nights after today was having bad dreams
i'd lost all my friends . 
i missed them . 
i missed the old us . 
burst into tears in the whole dream 
i cried out so loud jie can even hear it . 
couldn't it flashback ? [ crashed ] 

for the 2nd round of the last respect to veenee 
all surians went in together , 
this time i braved myself to have my eyes open 
veenee looks like she is sleeping in peace [ letdown ]
yongjun was standing beside me but no words came out from our mouth
so we'd walk a little before we get up the bus to nilai 
the atmosphere is really weird . 
oh , apologise to kathy that because i wanted to go to the washroom 
we need to stood for the whole progress . 
ben was beside me when we bow 
he was tall huge strong unlike last time 
did he had any thoughts on me or just neglect me as well /

yeah they went bangsa village after the burial 
so had lunch at simple life with kathy's family 
qiyuen came to leisure mall to accompanied me 
and fetched me back to sg.long to meet up with jh n py 
maybe that day he was in good mood .
drive safe .
memories stored . 



went jalan maharajalela for the promoter training today 
hrm , nothing left . 600 flew 
mcdonald fries that night was awesomeee
i miss you limjiahui kuanpuiyin ♥

Xinru's birthday ♥

teehee its xinru's birthday today !

   

[//甜品] 
1.生日日期
2.喜欢什么水果
3.讨厌什么水果
4.喜欢甜品吗？
5.喜欢甜%
6.喜欢白巧克力还是黑巧克力
7.喜欢的颜色
8.喜欢吃冰吗
9.喜欢蛋糕%
10.喜欢面包%
11.喜欢饼干%
（点出你最想了解的是个人）

kaaayy so there was this thing i'd create to understand xinru's favourites 
cause i supposed to have make a diy cake and dessert for her on her birthday 
but hahahahahhaha . 

   

yer although before and after looks very much different but really try my best to do derrr [ sobs ] luckily xinru's still feels okay with the taste [ gulps ] hehe

  

wanted to pay a visit to xinru as i wanted to surprised her cus i love her [ giggles ]
after that we too went to jusco tgv's to watch ouija ?
big gratitude to qiyuen [ impressed ]
wasn't really afraid before watching but when we watched wuawww 
brave [clappp]
oh ya ; i have not even a bit of idea to decide the passenger seat in car 
but then as xinru was planning to sit behind of the car was like a little too mean to let people drive alone so i'd asked her to sit infront then 
however , its eerie to have so much space beside after a horror movie . yeah . 

 

gush , over frightened in ouija n accidentaly banged 7y 
[ i didn't did it on purpose yehhhhh ]
but luckily i wasn't rejected to have sit beside still [ laugh ]



where got poeple who was afraid sit higher up oneeeeeeeeeeeeee :O

- ohhhhmyyyygodddddd - 



come 姐姐保护 you [ wa so yao yeng meee] ♪♫♥♪♫

mummy wanted me to have overnight in xinru's house cause she cancelled her meeting 
i thought i wouldn't be easy to fall asleep in people's house
but its really comfy this night [ grateful ]
but felt sorry to make xinying sleep with her parents 
[ sigh ] they might not have been sleeping good [ burden ]
thought of sleeping earlier but postponed an hour cause xr wanted to take selfies with my phone 
its okay , pictures stores memory ♥
ohyeah , yuhua's pe attire was really comfortable [ obsessed ]

 
 

woke up around 7 and laid on the bed till xinru's turning over n over the bed suddenly walked out 
i wonder what but she'd argue with her mummy cause of the overloudness of the sutra for prayers
hmph > didn't dare to move an inch when xinru's came back to sleep 
closed my eyes and pretended to have still sleeping cause i didn't know how to react if xinru suddenly speak to me [ shut my mouth ] woopss haha
not long later , walk as silent as possible to have get out of room to brush myself
yehet ! watch runningman was lots of fun [ giggles ]



ohno . 
when i suddenly hear some engine sound from the outside of the house 
paused my beloved running man to have peeked outside for a moment 
and i saw a endangered penguin infront of the gate 
i will never forget the words [ 他们 ] wuwowwowwow freaks me out 
mind got blank in a second [ shiubomb ]
nervous till i can't function my brain [ woops ]
walk a whole round of the car to finally get my seat o.O [ shiver ]
yer so got manners d me bow xia head liao [ heh ]
next time i will brave dao sot . overloadness friendly . excess courage HI HI HI 
[ shh ] in your imagination i mean erhem .
although the situation was really awkward 
big thanks to 7yan occasionally reduce the stiffness  
[ 360 degress bow ] 360 degrees ? ahh i mean stand straight 


not this bow

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yet .
now only i realised the reason we stop texting 
didn't know it was because u had not been finding me 
due to several reasons 
but i used to think its just coincidence or maybe you got bored / no topic to talk about 
then its okay [ ahah ]

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now only i realised i'm the only one that always text first recently
and the reply [ what ] for everytime too i didn't realise if you don't say 
i didn't know i thought it was just coincidence

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although we were always good from long last time till now 
but only now i realised the difference between the long last conversation 
realised ? dum . 
questioning myself why did i take the initiative to start a convo

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wyhxs . 

比起现在 今天才发现我更想念之前

为什么都是我主动找你了的

之前的无所不谈 已经很久都没有了吗 /

[ laughlaughh ]

hahahahhahahhahahaha 

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 the old times to be missed x x x        

jx's birthday

生日快乐啊 我说真的 非常谢谢你这四年来的包容 , 我知道我的脾气没有很好 有时候会伤害了你 你伤心了也不多说 也许在生活上我可能没有表现得你很重要 没有额外对你好 而且常常zat你 可是你是我珍惜的好好好好朋友 我记得你说过我之前跟老师说我没有好朋友让你很伤心 

也因此我明白原来你很在乎我 虽然感到抱歉 也不知所措 可是很庆幸知道了你的感受 那时候我跟你说其实我从之前就没有好朋友 不知道怎样才算是好朋友 所以说没有 因为之前在serisuria有出去走街都是参老师和男同学们 没有什么知心女性朋友 过候也跟你确认你是我好朋友 , 你终于放心了 , 之前是 现在还是 ♥ 虽然我们常常因为小事情吵架影响对方的感情 可是谢谢你原意维护我们之间的友谊 宁愿自己低下头也要主动解决问题还能够因为我而改变 我知道你一定压抑了很久 用很多勇气写封短信给我 你一定很伤心 可是真的很感动 谢谢你一直对我那么好 每一次我问你能不能陪我去上厕所去这里去那里 你都不会让我一个人走 可能这种小事没有人怎么在意 也觉得理所当然 可是还是让我觉得你的存在感很重要 因为你的陪伴是每一个人能代替 不是每一个人都毫无拒绝的陪着我走 ,, 不用行动证明 , 心知就好 , 我一直很在乎你 , 可是在你心情不好的时候我真的不知道要怎样安慰你 , 可是没关系 , 你一直爱吃 , 下一次一不开心 , 我准备了食物给你 你就一定要开心哦 [hohoho] 因为是我要哄你而特地为你准备的 , 虽然或许我不再是你最喜欢的朋友 可是还是很爱你哦 我们一直幸福下去[wuuaww] 有心事也不要一个人收在心里 我可以为你保密 

the song you composed for me ♥  

* 朋友永恒观照 为我撑着伞 为我奔波忙一天 

帮助不求回报 帮助为了拥抱 是最大的美好 

朋友永恒感动 快乐容易记 痛苦想找的那个 

改变称呼的人 改变习惯的人 是美好的回忆 

在所有当中 你的眼睛最善良 

里面住了小星星 一闪闪亮的都会变晶晶 

艾琳 （爱你） 你是我最好的朋友 去哪里都找不到 

谢谢你一路缘分的到来 *

每一句都真心表达回给你哦 孤单的时候不要觉得你只剩下一个人 我可能不在你身边 可是你还在我心里 所以你不会一个人♥ 两个小时的时间我先送上祝福哦 

说真的你们都说我的第一名换了其实没有。

就算我们关系变得再怎么差你在我心里的位置从没变过。

怎么说呢,就好像我跟弟弟关系不好每天都要吵架但是他毕竟是我最亲唯一的弟弟。你也是。我也知道在你心中我不会是最要好的那个可是我想明白了也想清楚了

如果一定要我是你的第一名我太自私了。

所以我没那个念头了。只要你还在我身边我就很开心了真的

都是第一名♥

还有 我当然永远会在你身边 

Dumbo , love you up the moutain down the cooking oil .  hah . Happy birthday pabok  i've wondered alot to surprise you with my talent 😎 but i failed with all the outcome and filled up my family's tummy with fattening chocolate oh dies  thank you for your accompany in these slowlong d 4years 🌌 u know slowlong ? 漫长  gv you a kiss know you guess correct liao hooray  Thank you for not leaving me  and sparkling stars' waiting for u to compose a song for her 💕 grow up please its sweet 16 , don't love me too much or else we're gonna be single till 61 👭 happy lesbo day  be matured and continue your love to food kay 🍪 cause you look best when you eat the food i bring for you from your satisfaction smile 6teeth in a row don't draw thousands of smiley face on the paper  and make friends with your beibei when you're sad  write a mail to ailynnsta_ to get scolded from this consul , she's professional  i assured you 😎 don't say thankyou or love me 😯 love me more ya  ohno don't say love me 😯 love me more la  wops 🙊😯 love u oh  happy birthday 💕 #1021 no havent reach ghaw . #1021 ♥

对话就结束了

现在返回当天情况 ♥

想了要在她生日那天找她 ♥

原本还在苦恼中什么礼物适合

你竟然说要天天不一样的电话壳 

平时真的可以的 >< 我也舍得买给你

可是最近真的穷光蛋了

前10月在8个大大小姐生日惊喜上花了一点点太多

答应你明年一定存着下来正式买好好的给你哦

可是这一次也是尝试了很久才把你的 

laobeh tiramisu mousse in tupperware & fantastic baby strawberry

弄出来的阿 ><

就在今天早上立刻准备你的礼物

不知怎么刚巧的跟puiyin说了会找你

所以最后也邀约了她一同去给你惊喜 ♥

早晨的神经战斗准备真的心急如焚

说好的巧克力碗最终变了 errr ><

摆脱姐姐载我们到jx 家

当然直接走进大门 原本还想伸手进去拿钥匙开家门呢><

可是这一次钥匙放了额外远点

只好等xieyiheng弟弟来开门 哈哈哈 可爱的

上到房间门口

她那神奇的眼睛竟然没有留意到站在门前的我们

对了 jx 在亢里挖金 在挑选晚上穿的衣服 哈哈真可爱

最终发现我们 她还吓到整个人扑去床上 闭着眼睛 不知道一直在瞎说什么

哈哈哈哈哈 看到她开心的表情我们都很满足 ♥

jx 说她很相信我 所以勇敢吃了 虽然卖相没有很好 可是也不错好吃 ♥

也喂了 jingtong 和 yiherng 吃 ，哈哈哈 

弟弟很可爱 他吓到跳一下哈哈哈哈 可是还是有吃我喂的

哈哈哈哈 吓到的样子超级可爱 笑了超久

可是很快我们就回去了

因为都是抽一点时间出来的 ><

喜欢你哦 love you ♥

生日快乐，

一直以来 我不相信永远

谢谢你，

-

i'm interested in knowing people's foretime cause 

people say u can't judge a book with its cover 
and people cannot bet see through just by their appearance



how close even we are with our friends 
we don't 100% know each other every bits of past 

if you know what i've gone through \

u might see the other me 

but if you knew what i've gone through 

don't sympathize me , 

because i'm really 

blessed . ♥

find me brave and strong