Sunday, 6 April 2014

动力。



it has been weeks i have no motivation in doing anything 
all the hardwork in my mind has lost among the air 

i don't have the heart to 
study
attend school
do homework 
attend tzu chi 
tuition 
watch movie 
play

NOTHING 



4.30pm 
biology tuition
mummy with biaojie and aunt are going to celebrate tc 感恩户's birthday
okay , 
normally i prefer tuition that parties


i wish i could skip tuition 

no 

i couldn't catch up 

fine 

2 hours get over fast 




扫墓

今天5点就出去扫墓了
「 孝恩缘 」

车里装了10个人
多窄呀

忘了带冷衣 
很不舒服 有点冷 有点没有安全感
可是我发现我比之前比较不怕冷了
肥了吗?
死了
记得 那天看回之前的照片 
好瘦啊,脚又长长 手细细 脸尖尖
之前好漂亮 
可悲

到了孝恩缘 
我们今年比较早 
四周围都没有人
好黑
是有一点恐怖


++
贪吃的我犯了一个错误
昨天竟然不小心吃了要拜祭婆婆的榴莲




无论如何
一家人聚起来的感觉最好了 







Saturday, 5 April 2014

成功|失败

明天学校颁奖典礼

puiyin succesfully achieve 7A's and best for sejarah 
jingxuean also gratefully got straight A's 
and i gain 7A's and best for mathematics

congrats 



应该是美好的一天 ^^
可是我们今天发生的事 不见得很光彩 



anyway , its still a happy thing 



not to forget , 

i wanted to send my gratitude to my friend 
mathilda , puiyin , jiahui , meiwei , selene and lilian
for accompanying us towards thick and thin
and i'm sorry for disturbing jiahui and her mama 

lots of love , 





忧。

alot happens today .

there was a spot check in sapphire today 
unluckily , jingxuean and me brought phone 
it was suspected that sheryl was targetted 
fortunately , she did not bring today 
               phone gone 

at the same time , 
meiwei's phone was confiscated by teacher
more to worst , 
her menstruation overflowed .

unfortunate day for puiyin who broke up with her boyfriend a year ago 
having the date being together at 4/4/12
being sad and wanted to forget about it . 

it was a miserable day for us . 

was a little disappointed to the classmates 
we brought together before this 
we trust each other 
today 
we got betrayed 
i didn't know who was it 
but i was shocked to know that people from our class reported it 
i know it was our fault to bend the rules 
but i didn't expect the source of news .

突然有种陌生的感觉

was surprised that i did not cry badly 
i was just shock , unbelievable , frightened , terribly flattered 
i can feel myself trembling . 










坏学生 。