Friday, 7 November 2014

veenee's burial

反复想了很久后 最后还是决定要去
因为妈咪说这是对朋友的尊敬 [letdown]
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rip veenee ,
its really a bad news to hear from a long last friend . 
i didn't know what you had gone through 
it's really heartbreaking 
i miss you , 
how are you ?
how do u do recently ?
why didn't i pay heed when i saw eugen posting pictures with you when your leg were bandaged
i hope you freed yourself . 
i believed everyone wanted you to live well in your pastlife .
do keep the sweet memories with your family and friends 
here i send you the deepest condolences . rest in peace vee nee ..

7.11.2014

finally done with shirts and pants 
ate a piece of almond bread as breakfast 
went along with mummy , strawberry biaojie and kathy 
uh . today qiyuen was really kind 
he woke with his set alarm to accompany me as i'm very nervous 
as we arrived at 孝恩缘 
we both went down first to get in asap 
so kathy was really good in direction 
met eugen at the doorside once i opened the door 
he's so nice to lead us the way and greeted
hold kathy's hand real tight that i closed my eyes walking around the coffin 
really afraid i didn't expect for these things to happen 
but kathy said it hurts her arm [ feeling sorry ]
met a lot of suria school mates
kentjun was the same like when i met him at the tuition centre few months ago 
ah . i saw ms tan . 
desmond was still the same , he's nice 
yihxian got slimmer , but we didn't get to wave anyway .
yiwei and kityi was really depressed . 
uhm , they didn't pay heed . 
but it was strange that they were no longer with joy and hope 
qiwei was the same as before 
pheyfaye omygod , i forgot her name . isit like that ?
pheyface was friendly and hugged us saying hi . 
esther cried . so tall . 
i saw benjamin . 

what happen for the few nights after today was having bad dreams
i'd lost all my friends . 
i missed them . 
i missed the old us . 
burst into tears in the whole dream 
i cried out so loud jie can even hear it . 
couldn't it flashback ? [ crashed ] 

for the 2nd round of the last respect to veenee 
all surians went in together , 
this time i braved myself to have my eyes open 
veenee looks like she is sleeping in peace [ letdown ]
yongjun was standing beside me but no words came out from our mouth
so we'd walk a little before we get up the bus to nilai 
the atmosphere is really weird . 
oh , apologise to kathy that because i wanted to go to the washroom 
we need to stood for the whole progress . 
ben was beside me when we bow 
he was tall huge strong unlike last time 
did he had any thoughts on me or just neglect me as well /

yeah they went bangsa village after the burial 
so had lunch at simple life with kathy's family 
qiyuen came to leisure mall to accompanied me 
and fetched me back to sg.long to meet up with jh n py 
maybe that day he was in good mood .
drive safe .
memories stored . 



went jalan maharajalela for the promoter training today 
hrm , nothing left . 600 flew 
mcdonald fries that night was awesomeee
i miss you limjiahui kuanpuiyin ♥

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