Monday, 1 December 2014

刻骨铭心的三天

call me if you free - bangla 



saw this message about 2/3 hours later 
because phone battery dead when im at sgchua for tc 
so only restart phone when i reached home at about 11/12
thought bangla was the stingy type that don't waste his money to phone people
so , pekcek abit hahaha 





-> saw this accidentally hahahhaha . okay , but i agreed  

but on 30/11 when darren says he laughed when he heard bangla say
你的鞋子有没有黑过我的脸 cause i only own white shoe
i remembered that message and questioned bangla
why ah mus i call u d ah , u cant call d la ? ok la 



原来 bangla called me a few times but cannot reach me 
aw , gentleman . 
at least not stingy hehe . hahaha 

because when he called mikro and she didn't pick up , 
he called her so high . omygod [ shock ]



so i asked darren if he scolded me like that too hahahaa
but bangla said nola how come 
i just said she got so busy ma ? hahahaha
ohwait go back to 27/11/2014 first
phoned him back and get information of tomorrow
hair tie back , black pants , black shoe , short nails

28/11 
promoter of enfagrow in aeon midvalley 10am-10pm



今天早上六点起身
黑衣黑裤绑了马尾
可是因为没有黑鞋所以借了一双灰鞋
原本是跟表姨车去midvalley
做工说要9点之前到 
表姨又突然说 8.45am 才来载我 9.45 会到 midvalley 



不知所措迷惘的 信息了bangla 再想办法
向舅母求救可是她却不知道路怎么去 
妈咪也没有要帮我的意思
心急如焚 
最后决定了一个人搭火车 ...
完全对 station tasik selatan 没有一点收悉感
还是拼了 因为已没办法
乱撞乱摸走进去再跟着人潮的方向



很幸运的听到前面那一位男生买了一样地点的火车票
所以一直不远的跟着他走
因为不收悉 所以没办法做女生车厢
到了后下车再次确认那个男生也下车了
拼命跑了还是在 8.58 到了midvalley



原本是说在 aeonbig 做工 前天也摸好去路
改变成说在 aeon 见
问了很多人的指路到了 aeon 
再说去 p2 northcentre 等 

一整天的开始都是自己一个人面对不好的事发生
一直都是一个人 没有人帮我 没有人陪我 
iamallaloneuncontroableanxietymakesmefeelingalllost

  

停车场流了眼泪 .
wiped of all the shit on m face just in time bangla and a guy reach
rub off all the tears greeted
they didn't saw anything we heed to the destination
reached the staff entrance 
hair not bunned , shirt not right , shoe not black , nails not short , bag too big .
yeah , not allowed to go in . 
心情真的碎烂了
没有一个让我依靠的人 没有一个让我表现不开心的样子 没有一个让我倾诉的人
坚持把脸挂上笑容不表现的伤心 不哭 坚强 开心 笑 没事



真的很不知所措 第一次做工当了每一个人的 trouble maker
令妈妈心情不好 麻烦舅母载出去 
一个人在没有去过的 tasik selatan 等火车 上火车 下火车
着急的找地方 衣装不正连累其他人 
可是要一个人 坚强的对着别人笑 我
崩溃了

felt so bad so sorry to troubled bangla and his friend .



yet , this is not the end 
although it wasn't starting good 
but i was totally fortunate after all . 

darren , 
is really helping me out soo much 
although i just worked with him for 3 days , 
but the days we spent together were like we've been together for 3 years



he entertained me everytime when im looking down
helped me out when i had problem
guided me what to do when i feel lost
cherished every moment of mine with his words
shared stories to me when im quiet
praised me when im doing right 
supported me with compliment 
accompanied me whenever im alone 
bring me along everywhere during recess
understand me well since first day 
knew im 16 , 艾琳 , 980225 , vegetarian , 
location of previous sglong house
able to memorise my phone number 0176361500 
althought he thought i lied him with the number



in return , let me present my understanding towards you too 
darren yik , 940309 , university of hotel management , 0166060784 
love puppy , ambition to own a cafe , love photography , own a world in twitter 
started to learn friendly since secondary school , love ice-cream 
jokes a lot but i appreaciate it . 
oh bangla , 950522 opposite side of my 980225 hahaha 



the best part was when we both went break together only i know when he told me 
he actually saw me crying instead of bangla noticing lol [ embarass ]
and knew the reason was that im too anxious of being alone in ktm
hahahahha he said at first he thought 
whattttt , why the girl makes up to work ? glitter on the eye ?
eh .. nomore liao der ? ops , isn't that tears ? cry ?
laugh die le hahahahhaaha .
but during lunch when bangla and darren was alone together 
darren told bangla that i weeped in the morning [ lol ]
and bangla started staring and observing me every moement 
soo embarrassed to have let people who knew me for the firstday saw me crying [ LOL ]



hahahahhahahahahhahahha . 
shock darren out of his wits when he waited me outside the toilet
hahahahahha , so cute



after eating together we went to find ahseng gogo 
shock him from his back but he was so cool
that he don't have any facial expression and look back 
hrm . not having a good mood ?
went back to our position 15minutes earlier before the actual time 
bangla said we were so early to end our date 
such hardworking us isn't it ? 
hahaha . 

hahahahaha supervisor seekarlok promote enfagrow and hates milk 
how creative a promoter can speak haahha 
see the way he drinks hahahaha 
burst into laughter when he accidentally overreacted in front of the customer HAHA
ohyeah some little kid too did the same face like him and even vomited out the milk
leaving both of us giggles so much hahahahha

  

i actually prefer the original taste more cause vanilla is much sweeter hahaha 
when bangla asked me to try it out 
i thought he was mentioning to try the chocolate biscuit ( tim tam ) in our opposite booth 
so they said i walked sooo firm to the booth get a chocolate and fed bangla
hahahahha . has no chance to say no before opening the mouth - bangla  
was ridiculed for a moment [ laugh ] HAHA
he suddenly came back with another piece of chocolate in his hand to feed 
was rejected when i wanted to grab it with my hand 
cause he said he wanna feed me back as reciprocation 
fine [ hahahahaha ]
and of course , they never stopped making a match among us 
the auntie that promotes kiwi even get cheated by darren that notifies we were couple psh 



they said the other girl wasn't doing her work perfectly 
and wasn't punctual to return from break 
going to toilet too long without informing 
they dislike her and back-stabbed her 
but she was actually a nice people too 
she was friendly and talked to me 
ohyeah , she was micro , 23 
she was real good to me :)
so am i
i shouldn't just be a bystander
so i always think of some reasons to help her excuse her wrongdoings 
so that they would not dislike her so much 
because she wasn't bad ♥
and i actually dislike backstabbing because i am fear of it 
felt sorry .



ohyeah i know so many secrets of darren and bangla [ hahaha ]
wow . all the girls that surrounds bangla 
no i mean all the girls that bangla surrounds 
hahaahaha . am really impressed when darren say bangla was such an outgoing person
he made friends with stranger easily , danced on the stage and intro with no fear
at the same time working so hard and get serious when he was on his duty 
hahaha . holding hands with the redpeople in college that we met in midv when they hike 
as he is the leader of the team 
wow . he is really wow . 



a future boyfriend norm (y)
a head taller height with the normal body proportions , 
own a leadership that can calmly settle every circumstances 
standing firm and able to rely always with humorous conversation 
able to joke and hang around but also mature depending when it comes into issue



ohnono , perfect in everything . excepttttttt 
YELLLLLLLOWWWDUMBO psh HAHAHA



walao eh [ LOLOLLOL ]
went break with bangla and the unstoppable yellow conversation going in my ears 
pshpsh LOL 
he said he was never been speaking this up with other girls before
im the only one cause am too pure and should know more 
what he likes was the reaction i pay him back . psh whaaaaaaat Lol
and of course he will not say all these in front of the lady she likes 
taking care of his image haha . 
lets see his hamsap face that i can't stand and with his oily mouth giving flying kiss 
steal my tissue paper and wiped his mouth
but couldn't walk cause he cramped his legs ahahhahahahha 
held his arms to rest at a pass-by chair laozabek 

 

back to work , 
darren was so pitiful he need to walk to ktm with the customer
aha and he even asked me did i really fall in love with him cause i kept bullying him 
JOKES AHAHA
they praised me for my working attitude 
and was well-knowledge although it was the first time i challenged working
they did really help me a lot 
no matter first day or the third days but every 
darren always make me feel comfortable with his welcoming friendliness 
and the broad shoulder for everyone of us to depend on as the head
a superb fabulous kick start for my part time career



although i had lost you , 
and were really clear from your zero concern when i was at my worst
breaking our promises and go for your own 
all my expectant were on nothing
i went well these three days . 
now allow me to have one week time to remove all your pinky-promise from my memory 
i hate you and will go along without you like you have not been appearing so often .


promises lies . i don't believe in forever . thankyou for proving all of this

oh and return , 


oh , didn't know where to go for lunch alone . 
for 2 days 4 meals . bread bread bread bread 
[ i'm now really a breadman ]
yeoeew .
aw yeah . honeylemon auntie very good hahaha
as i say 3 days were like 3 years with them , 
they hit my head with balloons when they were bored 
patted my head when they were crazy 
ew that flying kiss with oily mouth hahaha 
and balloons that romanced 
always ask about my lovelife 
and what flowerschool 
i'm the flowertoilet in school [ lol ] hahaha


when playing with the kids to promote enfagrow
was said to be alike as mother psh haha
ohya ya , was said i was very energetic standing upright and front
walked everywhere with broad sincere smile
promoting the milk lifelessly in the morning


and when it comes to night ,
lost all the battery and stood with support with fuhin smile and diam diam HAHHA


laugh die me when i heard them describing >
ah . really receive too much joy from you all 

u said u were having poorwood with pretties and i knw u actly had no convo la psh 
ah , stalked darren when i was home 
and he said he had stalk me before i start working 
[ ain't private and confidental hahaha ]
ohya . i learnt how to blow balloon with machine and tie it to a stick 
how to keep the table-booth , serve baby milk , gain so much experience was about to spilled


darren says he loves to bully me he don't know why maybe its because i'm too young
bangla my face turns red so easily he didn't need to do anything
but just stare into the eyes for a moment so he likes fooling me
and there's go my nickname , ms tomato 


plenty of memories 
ahahahha when i say 

如果派不完你喝完啊
deal 然后你就跟我在一起 deal

hahahahhahhaha . 
what u always say really makes my stomach rolling hahahahahaha 
auntie say correct liao [ aizai do guaizai ]
hahahahahahhahahahhahaha okay la u very cute hahahaha


hahaha and ohya hahahahaha , hahaahhaha
that right timing [ laugh ouuuuuutttt loud ]
when you hand me the bunch of blue balloon and say 我们再一起吧
i suddenly got nosebleed just at the right moment 
[ HAHAHHA ]
actually the nosebleed was really a very simple case compare to normal 
cause it didn't flow uncontrollably 
but they asked me to sit down and rest 
darren wanted me to drink more water or go to the toilet 
felt so warm c:


but lunch later alone nosebleed again [ LOl ]
psh >< annoying 

oh ur pronounciation 
i likeeee youu ♥
kajima saranghaeee ♥
rolling on the floor [ big laugh ] HAHAHA
slapped him with my hands LOLLLLL cs too gekdong 
omg , what did i do omgggggg
you won't get mad on me d ryte [ pleased ] hehehheh


ohh , micro went out for more than 1 hour already 
and was no where seen 
bangla was little annoyed so i was finding some excuse for micro 
so that she wouldn't get scolded by bangla 
but not long later we realized her message that she was home for some personal reasons
bangla was speechless cause micro didn't called him to inform 
and didn't pick up phone calls too 
since we will be having less one promoter 
bangla had to report to the upper line and find another girl to replace her 
ohyeah . because micro has gone so i need to take over the sampling girl 
which i don't like the apron and hat hemmmmmm
but bangla and darren both always help me in intervals to wear it [ feeling blessed ]
bangla texted 5 of his girl friends and me too texted few of my girl friends
bangla felt bad when every of his friend rejected him 
and felt that he has very less friend . hrm moody liao 
but wa lucky me suddenly was raised up to angel by them suddenly
cause bangla says he was actually quite shock when he know i accept his invitations to work 
then the way he look at me is different already [ angelic smile ]
HAHA


darren bought coffee 
ohno i mean he has a voucher of a free coffee 
and asked me to drink it before he couldn't stand the temptation of the smell of coffee
hahahaha . 
he even learnt a lot of korean words like 
pugushipo ( 想念你 )
yeppeunneoja ( 漂亮的女孩 )
napunnoma ( 坏男人 )
and more and more 


just because he remembered me to bring an extra shirt on the last day 
because we need to return the enfagrow tshirt to the company 
or else we would be naked home 
so he memorised my phone number from the details in the file of worker
but at that day he is the one who didnot bring hahaha 


too bad i only memorised his phone number at the third day 
if not , i would have get to remind him the day before 
booyah hahahhaa

as i always go break with darren or alone
this time our supervisor , winsee said he will be going with me heheh 
and left darren alone with the new promoter hahahha
darren was reluctant to go with her 
as he said he has no topic with her 
but then the first day i came working , 
too had break with him although we didn't know each other yet 
but he say at least we had conversation instead of her 
aw such lucky me 
thus bangla wanted to arrange me and darren together and he with the new girl 
same time but different direction 
but wasn't this too pitiful to bangla [ burp ]
so at last the new girl went alone and me with winsee hahaha
planned to have icecream together but failed to [ saddd ]


but mummy came purposely to find me , 
how sweet ♥
oh he's not my dad hahahahahahha 



ohya the last day 
darren used his phone to capture pictures of us
imitating the pose that they said i a always have .



 got taken without me knowing by loser O.O

总而言之 
am really lucky to have you both in these 3days 
freed my mind away from thinking much 
cherish every second of my days ♥
will really miss you :) ♥








the days that confirmed me of concern from friends .


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